been a couple of rough weeks, heck as you know, it's been a rough - oh um like ah - 5 years!! the good news is i am officially retired! yay! more time to blog. i love blogging and i love my readers! xo
last week had difficult procedures, but after 5 years am coming close to an answer on the strange and rare condition. i'm allergic to the world...my doctor said i qualify for a bubble, but i'd be allergic to the bubble, lol. at the time he said it, i didn't think he was funny, but i do now. tragedy + time = comedy according to my love, Woody Allen.
oh gosh, if only i'd listened to my friend the yoga teacher 20 years ago, i might not be in this boat. i am the most stubborn person on the planet. stubborn. don't believe me? look up stubborn in the dictionary, you'll see my picture (an oldie but a goodie). for some reason God has to pound me over the head before i make any changes. i learn everything the hard way. hope i can help others not to be as dense as i am. but...you can never judge a person's place on their path. we are all on the same path - just at different points - and we will all meet there in God's time. God has been reminding me lately that everything happens in God's time. not in Peggy's time......oh (she said in a teeny-tiny little voice). God says, Peg, my love, don't be so hard on yourself. i say dude, sometimes i wish you didn't trust me too much. he laughs. God has a great sense of humor.
i am waiting on an important call....trying to stay calm. i'm on GT - that's right God's time. don't mean to hammer the point, it's me who needs to hammered sometimes. gonna try to avoid that, last one was a doozey.
anyway, i am merely God's conduit, his humble servant. if i accept the important work God has given me, with gratitude, then i am protected. i don't have to accept my mission, we still have free will as we are co-creators with God, but God protects his warriors. that's right. i am a Warrior of God. and God speaks to his Warriors. clearly. everything works when all i do is listen and follow the signs. on to less lofty things! lol
I rebelliously put on the pink and the glittery eyes shadow and then smeared them. The following pics are a statement of my pain and agony and loss and.....hope. they are unretouched. didn't want to be accused of photoshopping them.
that's right. i have a bald spot. haters say i should cut my hair. i say fuck haters. here i also have glitter on my lips.
a friend (so-called) told me i talk too much and that "they" (who are they?) are going to throw a net over me and take me to the funny farm. (there are none in Ohio, remember? no money.) he said i am too friendly and shouldn't talk, greet and smile at neighbors. well I refuse to shut up just because you want me to. this is my life. i will decide.
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